Cloudy Day of Friday the 13th

I’m confusing about what I though since I woke up this morning.
I feel weird, I feel empty, I feel uncomfort, I feel lonely… and so much worst things inside my heart and my mind.
The only thing that I can do is give thank.

I give thank for the breathe, give thank for the health, give thank for my family, give thank for my job and give thanks for everything I had.
I won’t sad, I won’t give up… Even there’s so many people doubt me and no one cares about what I feel.
But one thing for sure, I believe my future is bright and shine as my Heavenly Father said to me.

Deep in my heart I know that I’m not supposed to be like this. I try hard to be the way I am and I don’t wanna be anybody else, coz I don’t wanna doubt myself.

So, ganbate Shiwen!! Go for it! Fight for it! Struggle for it!! 

Yesterday, I was arguing wif him again  and I have no joy of it… I hope everything will be alright, instead I’m already tired of it.

Ahhh… thank God it’s Friday… today is Friday the 13th LOL hopefully my day will be great as usual.
Bunch of thanks for my Lord… JESUS ROCKS!!!