Dear Daddy

Dear Daddy, Thank you for making me feel like i'm orphaned even i still have you. Thank you for make me feel nothing as your daughter. Thank you for make me feel regret to be your children in my whole life. Thank you for everything you have done to me that make me hurt. Thank you for everything you said which make my heart full of pain. Thank you for something you don't know about me but you judging me as u want. Thank you for your words to me which you think really know me and treat me bad. Dear Daddy, Even i have so much pain, i don't want to pay it back. Even i have so much things to blame u, i don't want to blame u. Even i have an absolute right to hate u, but my heart always love u. Even i don't have any figure of father, but i still hope can get that figure from u. Even i don't feel proud of u, but i think i have to proud of u. from all of it, i still give thank to my Lord. For having my dad which many children of the world who don't know their father. For learning from my dad that i am absolutely not to be like him if i become parent. For make me think wisely of choosing man who will be my husband in the future. For make me stronger that i can be stand strong and be close to Lord when i was down. Dear daddy, I love you, as always... even you're not love me. At least... U let me go easily, then don't think i will come back easily. I don't need anything from u, i just need a little attention from u as my dad. As that simple... Is it hard for you?? I hope not.