Today I woke up with a grateful heart. I feel more come down and without bad mood or something.
Although today is Monday… and everybody (inc. me) have a same though that “I hate Monday” always be a magic word which can make us feel bad each woke up.
To be honest, I feel depressed a few days ago… and also felt lonely and tired.
Yesterday was good and bad too, but I still grateful of it. Sometime I can’t handle myself to push away what inside of my heart. I feel like I’m being anyone else who don’t recognized who I am. I feel strange against me.
But at least, I can passed away all those situations. Instead, I’m fine as always and without any deficiency… I thank God for everything He has done to me.
I’m just human and so weak… either because of hormones or instability in the body or something, I feel more emotion and sensitive. But, God remains faithful and accompany me in everytime.
What a day, that’s why I feel grateful today… Not as usual… but I do believe I have a right direction in my life. I live by faith and that’s the only way I can do right now.
Senin, 16 Januari 2012
Kamis, 12 Januari 2012
Cloudy Day of Friday the 13th
I’m confusing about what I though since I woke up this morning.
I feel weird, I feel empty, I feel uncomfort, I feel lonely… and so much worst things inside my heart and my mind.
The only thing that I can do is give thank.
I give thank for the breathe, give thank for the health, give thank for my family, give thank for my job and give thanks for everything I had.
I won’t sad, I won’t give up… Even there’s so many people doubt me and no one cares about what I feel.
But one thing for sure, I believe my future is bright and shine as my Heavenly Father said to me.
Deep in my heart I know that I’m not supposed to be like this. I try hard to be the way I am and I don’t wanna be anybody else, coz I don’t wanna doubt myself.
So, ganbate Shiwen!! Go for it! Fight for it! Struggle for it!!
Yesterday, I was arguing wif him again and I have no joy of it… I hope everything will be alright, instead I’m already tired of it.
Ahhh… thank God it’s Friday… today is Friday the 13th LOL hopefully my day will be great as usual.
Bunch of thanks for my Lord… JESUS ROCKS!!!
I feel weird, I feel empty, I feel uncomfort, I feel lonely… and so much worst things inside my heart and my mind.
The only thing that I can do is give thank.
I give thank for the breathe, give thank for the health, give thank for my family, give thank for my job and give thanks for everything I had.
I won’t sad, I won’t give up… Even there’s so many people doubt me and no one cares about what I feel.
But one thing for sure, I believe my future is bright and shine as my Heavenly Father said to me.
Deep in my heart I know that I’m not supposed to be like this. I try hard to be the way I am and I don’t wanna be anybody else, coz I don’t wanna doubt myself.
So, ganbate Shiwen!! Go for it! Fight for it! Struggle for it!!
Yesterday, I was arguing wif him again and I have no joy of it… I hope everything will be alright, instead I’m already tired of it.
Ahhh… thank God it’s Friday… today is Friday the 13th LOL hopefully my day will be great as usual.
Bunch of thanks for my Lord… JESUS ROCKS!!!
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